I sux at this blogging thing. This will be my 4 th blog.. the others never made it. And i doubt this one will either. I feel like I've waisted much of the last 2 years, what I have done has in the most part been unhelpful or just plain self-destructive... I purposely avoided people and social situations, even work and uni. Making my life very boring and pointless. Yet again this week I've talked myself out of a camping trip with a old friend, a work christmas party and a carols service for church.
Speaking of church i havent been to a service for over a month and before that one off its was 4 months. I know i should be going to church and i guess im some what expected to go but i cant do it, there are to many people and to many questions and..... i dont know....
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